The last week

Last week i was very busy.I was writing this because it was good as well as bad also.

I had an night shift for one day at my company.Same day, one of my friends came from far away and we had a dinner that night before i go to job.

we had a nice time at dinner.We remembered our college days and had fun for 3 hours.I had been at the office the whole night.They said its only a work of 1 or two hours but it lasted for 4 to 5 hours.And it caused me to be an owl that night.But night shift are god at sometimes.It gives us more time with colleagues and different experience then usual.But also it gives a you great tiredness and sleepy eyes with some headache :).

I was free at around 4 am and gone to friends home.There we three, remembered and talked about our old days.Everyone's story was amazing.We chatted for about 2 hours and i reached to home at 7 am.

I was not able to sleep because its Sunday. Just slept for 4 hours and in the evening had been at my hometown.That night i slept for 14 hours :). isn't its too much? yeah but i can't even able to open my eyes.

A developer's story

sometimes i think what am i.i was a boy who was very much fond of company of friends and having fun with my loved ones.Always had been with my friends.I never disliked my school or college.
I joined the engg. college in computer science. After completing i was in training session.Only i know how i found my training.Its all a long story.I had been roaming for 15 days to different cities and many companies to get a training.It means its free service to company to get some experience.But i got some worst experience.

Some asked me for charge money for training, some asked to do it in night shifts ,some asked me to take my PC and some asked me to get some reference.After a long war with such a bad world, i also leanred new things in my life and became something what i should not!

Finally i got completed the studies and got my bachelor's degree.I got my first job in a company in night shifts.I used to go by bus.It was monsoon time and mostly i reached there totally wet becasue of raining. Though i tolerate the cool winds of AC and fishy nature of my IT manager.I think it was the worst 8 months anyone can have in their first job or work.

I always liked to be something different. I like to play music,singing and act in plays.The whole different qualities then what i am doing now.

I think life gives you something you need instead what you want.Thats the way life treats us.May be it had decided things for us.Though you can do things afterwards of your choice.

Now i am a software geek doing tricky technical programming stuff sitting in a small non-cubical place and made some cool friends around me.And i think sometime when i am free and reading some thing which are of myinterest and about life, that what i should do?Even i got a Yamaha keyboard at home, i never had complete training for playing it becaue of time limits.Though sometimes my fingures play some cool music which even i don't know!I hardly sit for it say once in a week.

I think person should be happy what he is with.Though i am somewhat different then what i was before joining the corporates, sometimes my soul tells me to remember olden days and think about it.I think the surroundings treats the person and doesn't let him think his way in corporates.But i think different and i do thing as i like.i should not have eny fear if i am not doing anything wrong.The whole thing is i must be loyal to my work and other things should not be seen between work and ourselves.

I still lack things and always learn new things but keep remembering my old days of my training sessions and first job.That tells me that worst then this is not possible.It had given me so much strength and lot more power.It always gives me power to tolerate things and be myself.And i had no fear of felling down because of that experience.

it may be possible that god had shown those days to give me such will power and strength to tolerate things and people.

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Always unsatisfied - Office or Home?

Daily we go to office and come back to our home.Soemtimes i think in office that if i have a leave ( or i can go home early) then its better to enjoy.And when i am at home, i think to go to office. What the mind does i can't understand. Whenever i am at home i feel bored if i have to sit at home or to see TV.I always want to go outside with friends and enjoy holidays.

when we have something, we like another thing. And when we got it, we don't like it so much as we liked it before getting!Why the human nature is so? Why can't we think simple and be satisfied? People are always unsatisfied with what they have. They want something new but not enjoying the thing they have (bye the way,i am also included here :) )!

Think yourself and share your comments!

Life... What you think?

We have read many things about life. There are many books on thinking about life and human nature.They all say many things. But after reading all those stuff also people have something to say.

I am not an writer or philosopher. what i write here is what i think.

What people do in daily life? They do all stuff to get money. just go to job, do the stuff there and returning home. This is the daily boring life of every single person in the world today. Ya it is ok that some of them are at very higher position and think that they are doing great things but the routine is same. Some doing business. But the things are same.

We all have some problems.some of us taking it seriously.But i think we should not worry about it.if you belive that you can do it then no need to take it seriously as you know that you will do it. And if you think that its a miracle if the problem solved then you must not take it as a headach! Just do your work and being cool.

some people taking tensions of whole world.They think that they can change everything and try to do such things.Argue with everything is their motto! what i feel is, leave thing which are not for you or not touching you.

Some are always running behind money and they have no time for their family and relatives.( Not even for god if they believe in!)So at the end of their life, they are bored (and must know if they are not mad!) that family is the first important thing in life.

Some people are workoholic.Means they always do work and nothing else.You must enjoy the world.It has many colors and many things to see , to feel and to explore (i am not saying the Discovery way!). you must enjoy every moment of life.Even your time at your work also can be a good time. you can here music or in breaks can have a game or something which refreshes you!Play games,live with music and keep your friends remembering you.

God is something (its not a thing but you can understand it) that keep us alive, not physically but menally. some call it will power or you can say hope. Hope is out of the scope of human understandings. Thats what world (or god? or somthing behind the scene of the world?) do with us.Soemtimes you notice that thing happens same as you thought.what you call it?
coincident?only once ,but not all the times dear!There is something somewhere who help us.Belive in god, belive in your self.

Today the world is growing very speedy but people are gadually lowering themselves.Everywhere there is something wrong.They all see just their benefit, altough they are hurting someone.Illegle things are happening everywhere.Terrosrist, underworld,mafias are hurting the society this or that way. Using ammunations or drugs.News channel is just a business.They are showing everything on TV though it is not relative!just do business is the motto for them.Globalworming,AIDS,cancer and many new deseases are here now.But in spite of such thing, world is still surviving.But upto when? one day will come when we have not any solution for such problems because all the nature will be dead...

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